I haven't visited this place for a long time, it seems everything in my life took precedence over my "me time". That would perhaps account for the seemingly chaotic occurrences over the past few months and my insecure feeling that I was just the passenger in the automobile hurtling down the pathway supposedly taking me towards my destiny.
....perhaps I am just a passenger. I believe that I'm shown different paths and they all have varying consequences and rewards but ultimately I would have to choose the path to traverse.....perhaps..... perhaps not......
I have not taken time to reflect on all of the recent choices I've made and how these choices affect the various individuals in my life. I thought much about the people I've hurt in the past and those who hurt me also. I've asked for forgiveness and have forgiven those who have wronged me. I didn't need them to ask. It seems I'm looking for peace or I'm tying up loose ends.....
But...I've ignored the present and the choices I've made to "correct" the past mistakes by lead to new and "greater" mistakes in the future.
So I'm here now to think. To escape into that outer worldly realm of my mind to play out the various scenarios....to peer a bit further down those paths shown to me to see or predict some of the things to expect should I choose a particular path......
