Settled...

Settled...the word that means you've come to accept you have lost. You have resigned yourself to a fate that is as numb as death. There is no feeling, no pep, no pizazz, there is nothing but a blank stare. Head bowed, few words in agreement with the topic of the day. Settled...

Deep in our hearts we know that we want to fight this, to shout on top of our voices that this isn't who we are, this isn't what we were meant to be. But what were we meant to be? What was the grand design of our being? If it was this then why do our hearts say differently? If it wasn't then why do we have difficulties finding our purposes?

It seems like we are on a never ending quest, we keep searching for something better but something better is elusive. Its more than what we already have.

Some people have learnt to be contented with what they have. They become happy and appreciative and never look forward to something better and they are not disappointed. They have settled, they have accepted that this is all life has in store for them.

If I can do that then I can enjoy my state of settledness...if....only...if..