Sometimes it seems like everyone and everything is against you. Every word spoken is an attack, every action seems to be carried out with an intention to hurt or maim. Its like its me against the universe or is it me against myself......
Feelings of self pity, loneliness, dissatisfaction and a general sense of not belonging (to society etc) can be a dangerous thing. It clouds your judgement and it shows in you, people can sense the hatred for self or of everything around you... I say hatred but it could be fear or uncertainty ... or some other feeling...
This will eventually lead down a desolate and unforgiving road, many people who traveled down that road have not survived, they become suicidal ...or homicidal...
The question is why....
Why do we need to belong to something, someone or some group?
Why do we feel unsatisfied and try to fill that gaping hole in our soul?
Why do we think that fulfilling our fleshly desires will bring us satisfaction when in fact it makes us more empty?
What has been wired into us that makes us crave something greater?
Why do we feel like we were meant to be much more than we are?
Perhaps we are....perhaps....
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