Kamikaze

 Maybe I'm not worthy of your love

Maybe your scars weren't meant to dissolve

Maybe I'm not worthy of your time

Maybe they had to dull your shine

The cracks in your armour have left you vulnerable

The shattering of your heart has left you full of anger

They treated so well but all left in the end

It makes you wonder if it was something you did or said

Consume me in your anger and mould me with your hate

Pour me over your broken pieces and make yourself whole again 

Break me with your words and strip me to the core

Use me to undo all the damages done to your soul

When you've had your fill and your satisfaction is complete 

Maybe then you will create a little space in your heart for me

Broken

 Broken!

Strong, independent woman who's not afraid to pursue her dreams

Selfish!

Because she dares to practice selflove and states her wants and her needs 

Bitch!

Because she called you out on your bullshit, your inadequacies and your uselessness

Demanding!

Because she expects you to walk beside her, to be a man, and to give it your very best

Ugly!

Because she exposes the wickedness of your heart, the filth in your mind, the emptiness in your soul

Broken!

Strong, independent woman, has broken the yoke of society's hypocritical lore and your claim to her soul 

Incomplete

I was relentless in the beginning
It was so intense
I didn't care about the consequences
I just needed to get my fix
I placed you on a pedestal
I wrapped you in my ideals
But you are only human
Not the goddess I thought you should be